Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Lust ! Holy City Style!!!!!

Well I know that I have had a bunch of sexual adventures in my short lifetime, and most of those adventures happen during my time in Charleston , South Carolina . First and foremost I spend a great deal of my adult life in South Carolina . Believe it or not it help sharpen my skills in communication with people , and most of all women , because talking to people in south is like working at the United Nations . Meaning that in every section of area is always a different lingo and customs , and in Charleston there's a complete different world in one part of town verses the other part . For an example, if you're in the downtown area back in mid 90's , there was and still is in flux of college students and non natives , so there was always something new to explore as far as conversation went . During this time the downtown was cultural hot bed of free thinkers , bohemians , and sexual liberation. King Street served as the hub for most generation X'ers to converge and expressed their disdain for status quot that rejected thought-out their teenage years . This was where I excel in finding friends that I would keep even to this day .
Then there was all the bars and clubs of area in downtown . Till 2002 most bars and clubs in the city did really close till 5a.m. Which means that most of dance clubs closed at 2 a.m. , and most of the bars didn't closed till 5 a.m. , the only drawback was that only beer and wine was served during this time. But I didn't care , just meant for me that the women in these places was good and toasted and was horny enough to fall for any game.

Now with being said , there's the polar opposite which was North Charleston , where downtown was tight little community of free thinkers , the North Charleston was no where near it . North Charleston was in a way the bane of the area , a working class area . Filled with factories and at the time the military base the sort of gave it economic support . Most of the population was black , living near or below the poverty line . Living in North Charleston did come with some risk in the ghettos but mostly it was the area where all the real action did happen at . Most of the hookers , strip clubs and porn book stores all exist in harmony .

I lived in the tiny town of Goose Creek , which was worlds away from all this action , for me and my friends at the time a trip to downtown offered us an escape from the rednecks , jock assholes , quiet lifestyle of the suburbs. I was still young and was staying with my parents but when some of my closest relatives from the Bronx moved down to West Ashley . I saw it as an opportunity to move in with a family I was a bit more comfortable with at the time. Living in West Ashley was still like living in Goose Creek expect there was more rednecks and more stuck up preppie assholes . I had a few comforts living there :

  • My cousin Des , we we're born on the same day but a year apart from each other ( I was the elder one .)
  • West Ashley was a short 30 mins. Bus ride from downtown since I didn't own a car at the time .
  • I manage to find some cool friends there that share my love for death metal at the time .

After a short stint in the army I found myself right back where I start living with my family in West Ashley . Working at a shitty fast food job cause I needed a job fast and my cousin was already working there and help me get the job . The only thing that made these weeks go by fast was working up to Friday, because Friday nights was when I would hit downtown and partied my ass off all weekend . It was during this time frame where I would people that who impacted me for the rest of my life , and the women I share a bunch of moments and bodily fluids with .

these are going to be quick tells of hooking up in Charleston and other spots in the Southeast , During the summer of 1995 to the end 2007 . this might be a on going series(maybe ..)

  • cock block by luck ….....:
some time there is times where my mouth and my looks can work against me either I want to or not . I was at an after hour bar on King Street that was know to be a local hang out spot for people who work in the service industry and strippers. I was there earlier because it was a week nite and most of the bars was slow on this night , including this one . The only reason I really stayed was because of a cute curvy blonde sitting at the bar drinking alone . I felt this was my time to make a move and maybe get laid on this nite . During this time I had the whole raver/punk look going on , My hair was bleached blonde and I had both of my ears pierced , so I made my move over to her, said down at the bar stool next to her and begin talking to her . The more I talked the more she smiled . And I was getting closer to wrapping this night up with her riding cock . That when this short , over tanned raven haired skinny chick jump into my lap and said in my book the worst pick up by a women .
“I don't like dating black men ….., but in your case I would make an exception....”
“oh really well that a good way to win me over, excuse me I was talking to my friend here”, I said .
“yea I know but I think your look is so sexy , and mother used to date black dudes who played football for the redskins before she married my step father...” said continued .
“well that tragic …..I hope y'all can work that out in family therapy. Now as you can see I was talking to someone “ , I said.
That when the blonde sat up and said “ well you can talk to her I gotta run anyway , if you're a regular here I 'll see you again. “
I tried to begged her to stay and said “ listen I 'll roll with you ,I'm done drinking any way.”
she smile and said “ it cool sweetie just chill here and watch over her , she's a bit drunk any way “
“okay , I will find you again . You can count on that .” I replied
She bailed on me and left me with the dumb skinny bitch who couldn't handle her liquor or didn't have anything remotely intelligent to offer me .
“ can you give me a ride to my house ?” she asked me .
Know that all hope was loss at this moment , I figured I had nothing left to lose.
“why not , where do you stay ?”, I asked .
“ ...on Smith street right off of Calhoun.” ,she said .
“well let's go “ , I replied .
I was glad this chick only live 5 minutes away from the in driving time . So I drove her to the apartment , which was an old 3 story historic made into a apartment for students .
“ are about you come up and chill with me for a bit “ , she Asked .
“sure ….” I said .
Well proceed up stairs to her apartment , made our way to her bedroom , where she stared to under dress herself and fell on the bed , she was lying there topless in her pink thong . That when I notice how tanned she really was . I can tell she wore a strapless bikini top because her breast was ghost white and the rest of her chest look like a well cooked lobster .
“so are you going to get a condom” , she asked .
“yep” , I replied .
She pointed to her dresser , I walked over and saw a jewelry box with 3 or 4 condoms on the inside, so I grab on and ripped open the wrapper .remove my jeans and stoke my penis till it reach erection . I had to do this because I wasn't really attracted to the female but I had revenge sex on my mind , revenge for cock blocking me from my real goal , but for mostly for being a stuck up racist bitch who want some black cock to get back at mommy for denying  it to her .
I removed her thongs , and saw ghostly white vagina with dark black pubic hair , which was groomed and trim , her labia did have the roast beef affect going . I might be going where most likely half a frat house has already been inside many of times . I inserted my penis inside the warehouse called a vagina , pumped inside there for like 20 minutes , came , then got off her and started to get dress . My back was turned to her while I was getting dressed , when I turned around I notice the little slut had fallen to sleep. I walked over to the trash pale by the dress to disposed of the condom and notice a one hundred dollar bill folded in a cup with some mix change , so I figured she used me for her black man sex fantasy and cock block me , and also used me as her taxi cab. I could take the money as services rendered . I garb the cash and made a speedy exit and went back to the bar to wrapped up my night of drinking . When I go to the bar I notice there was an extra bill in the fold, it was a fifty dollar bill .this was good because I used it to buy a half gram of blow with it .
I guess the night wasn't a total loss.

Blondes prefer butt sex.........
There is times where I have the ability to leave a lasting impressing on people . This one case it came back to bite me on the ass , but in a good way for a while . This happen on a Halloween night , I was hanging with K.Hopp while he was a gig at a club called channel red on King Street. It was a night where all the hip scene kids was there and local downtown hippers was gather at too . I was drinking and dancing most of the night either topless or in my wife beater .
I still can't remember how me and this women started to talk , but I know that see was smoking hot when I saw her. She was wear scrubs , I figured her costume was a nurse , but later on I would find out she was actually a nurse . She was had a nice set of triple D cup breast , and a pear shaped figured working for her. I invited her to dance , which see did . Then said to me while we was dancing
“you don't remember do ?.” ( I always fall victim for this …)
“ eeerrr not really at this moment, I'm so fucked up ,it hard to recall “ , I said .
“ well I met you at acme a few months ago with you're friend Waldo “ , she said .
“ oh I see....” , I replied .
We made our way off the dance floor , and sat down at the bar . She ordered a drink for us . We talk some more . She was with some friends from work on this night , they was telling her that they were leaving and going home for the night . This is when she figured to make the next move and go home herself . She asked to walk her to the car . I figured this would be my chance to make a move to hook up with her .
“ I don't know if I should take home with me , I barely know you ” ,she said .
“mmm well it a free country........” , I replied.
“ you know what I remembered the most about that night ?” , she said .
“what was that ?” , I asked .
“you big hard dick rubbing against my ass ….” , she giggled .
This was the open I was waiting for , so I figured to come with a smooth line on the fly and hope I hit a bulls eye.
“ well you know we're all strangers passing each other in the road of life , then we come to a intersection and crash into each other then a new world opens up to us .” , I said .
I know it sound lame as fuck ,but in my liquor fuel brain, this was the best thing I could come up with .
She open the driver side door on her car , then proceed to get in her car , there was a pause and then she unlock the door on my side . That was invite to go with her.
I was shock that this line actually worked , and the ride to her place on Folly beach turned into a Q&A .
“so would you do bondage with me ?” , she asked
“you tying me up or you ?” , I asked
“you tying me up …..” , she said
“sure no problem “, I replied .
“cool, what about anal sex?” , she asked .
“er you're not fucking me in the ass, no way!” , I demanded.
“ha ha no silly you fucking me in the ass “ , she giggled .
“sure you got it “ , I said
now this was the first time I ever had anal with a woman and the first time someone actually requested it to say the least .
We arrived at her place with was a small loft apartment , small but cozy . We sat on the couch where see pack a bowl of some fresh kind Bud weed . I took a few hits that when she invited to go upstairs to the bed . She stripped off all her clothes , and I must say that bra must suppress a lot of the breast actual size , because when she got topless it was like they grew another cup size . She gave me a condom , and bend over on the bed . Then she handed me a riding crop and said ,
“spank my naughty white ass!”
So I had to take a crash course on using a riding crop, I figured I must have done a good job because she got dripping when I started to go down on her. Then stick my cock inside her ass, she screamed at the top of lungs . I'm pretty sure she woke up a few neighbors , and might've made think she was getting murdered. It was getting so crazy ,every time I would go deep she would take her hand and cover her mouth . We ended up fucking like this a few times that night , till we passed out . She gave me a ride home that morning since I did have a car at the time and she did bring out to the beach where there no was running buses . Once at my house we had some small talk , kissed and I asked her for her number to keep in touch with her, she wrote it down and place it in my pocket and left the car and went inside my house . I took a power nap because I was still a but hungover and she fucked the hell out of me that morning before I left . Later on that evening I went to call her , dial the number and got a recording telling me that the number was disconnected. All I could think is that a dumb move , you give me a wrong number, but let me know where you live ? Oh well I just paid her a visit when I went to Folly Beach the next day and teach her a lesson in manners......

Saturday, July 9, 2011

the blueprint of me.............

Since I started writing these stories I always write about the funny side of my life . Yeah , there been stories of torrid sex with women , and giving you, the reader a small peek into my life , but with joy there is pain . There are turning points in life that can change us forever. Peeling away a part of our soul and leaving behind former ghost of ourselves. I walked down many paths in life , and befriend people from every walk of life . In still there was those who impact was so deep that it left an impression that can't be remove .

I was going to write a new story about the time I was cheated on , and few other interesting details. That was the plan for most of week. That was until less than 24 hour ago . I came home from a small get together with some new friend (to be it lightly ) , and check my facebook page. I had two new friend request . One was from someone I knew from high school, which isn't unusual for me I found a great deal of former high school friends through facebook (as well as a bunch of pornstars too! God bless them!). The second was from a person I didn't recognize for a brief second , then I went to the profile page . I remember that I had a small heart attack scare back in November, at moment I started to have the same pain both physically and mentally . She was the first great love in life and then in a flash my greatest heartbreak and failure in my love life . Yes I know I was young then (22) and was inexperience in my love life, but for the first time in my young life I had my first true taste of what it felt like to really love another human being that wasn't related by blood or because they made come hard from sex . It was deeper and more emotional that what I could ever compare to know nor feel .

It was in 1996 when my world crash into hers . I was hanging out and dancing at a party , on King street in Charleston at the old Treehouse club . My best friend at the time K.Hopp was djing at on that night. It was a small room downstairs in the lounge area. He was in rare form this night spinning some deep house music and Detroit style techo music . The room was very dark this night a few clubs lights barely keep it lit to see the other people dance within each other . There wasn't a bar so getting drunk was out of the question , but K.Hopp always keep some booze and weed on him so I was feeling good on this nite . I knew almost all the regulars in the downtown Charleston party scene, but there was two new faces in the crowd . The one person that a cute wavy hair woman wearing blue jean and a t shirt dancing in the corner with a sightly taller slim blonde women . So I made my way over to them and started dancing . Now for the record , the rave scene in the southeast was the kind of scene where sexuality was open and free , free from the egos that made the mainstream party scene sleazy and vile in my eyes , so I never had the idea that I would hook-up with someone in this scene let alone date someone who was embedded in it . It seem like this women and I would dance for a long time , but it wasn't that long it was just that K.Hopp was spinning a long fucking mix . When he crossed faded into the next song we stop and took a seat .

“wow you're a good dancer....”,she said.
“thanks , you're not too bad yourself”, I replied

we talked for what it seem like 45 minutes or maybe more. At the time she was the most intriguing women I have met at the time . She asked me question that I never had a random women asked me before . Things that made me think deeper about myself . It was a bit refreshing in way now that I look back at it , Because Charleston itself was a cesspool of mindless drones and the mindless sluts who loved them (sorry but it true why you think I moved out of that 3 times already!). As the hours got later ,she invited me back to her house for a post party relaxation. Her roommate manage to hook up with the guy promoted the party, so we pack ourselves into her roommate's 2 door Toyota and made our way over to their apartment , which as I shit you not right ,down the street from my place . It was a much nicer apartment then mine , we made our way to her room , we started to make out , things was starting to get hot and heavy , as I started to pull off her shirt , she stopped dead in my tracks and said ,
“er , I wasn't planning on something like this to happen , let me change. I'll be back in few “
she got off the bed and went to her dresser draw and grab a few items out of the draw and went to the bathroom. Here I am laying in her bed waiting on her to enter the room . It seem like hours even though it was only 20 minutes , she entered the room . Oh my god she walked out the room a cute hippie chick , only to return as a goddess of love . Wearing whole entire Victoria secret page 3 collection . She even had on the rode . I felt guilty because on this night I was free balling , so I figured I needed to make foreplay last a little longer than usual . Up to this point I had a great of sex with ladies , and it was good but for the first time in my life this actually felt great, I mean that I was just mindlessly fucking some just to come , I had passion , I had emotions and most of all I was happy . It was safe to say I was in love , yep that all it took one night of dancing , conversation, and passionate sex to bring me too my knees . I know a lot of my readers and friends never thought that it was possible for me to get pussy whipped, but in a way I did . I even went farther to show that I was whipped by show up at her house two days after that first encounter at 8 A.M. ( can someone say psycho stalker please !) , she was shock that I popped up by house her place without calling first or maybe the fact that it was 8A.M. On a Monday morning and she was in the middle of getting ready for work that day . I didn't completely blow my chances after that stunt . We started spending a lot of time together . I introduced her to my friends in the King street scene and she showed me a different views about life . It got deeper and deeper for everyday , of course I was still mess around with other women but there wasn't a commitment factor thrown in the mix yet . Then one week she did a game changer on me , it was one nite when we just finish having sex she told me about her plans for the rest of week .

“ I have an friend that I was in the navy with coming over for a week” ,she said .
“oh ,really is this a male friend ?” , I asked .
“ yes , he's my ex . I dated him when I was in my first year of service . He is older than me, but he's a really nice guy and I promise him that I would let him stay here and show him around . I just need you to stay away from the house till he leaves on next Sunday . Okay?”
“yeah it cool” , I said .
For a whole week I avoided contact with her. No calls, no visits , I was a ghost . I was doing a job staying away , even though I was getting mentally dope sick not seeing for this period of time. Yes it was that bad for me . Then it happen I bumped into her at another club in North Charleston on a Saturday nite , all I was thinking was “fuck! , I've tired all week to avoid this from happen I can't let her see me . Maybe I should leave . No , this club is big enough to hide in “. and before I can find a good hiding spot , see saw me . Those eyes was fixated on me , but she was with him and group of other people , so I played it cool and keep my distance . Then there was a moment when she step away and came over to me and started talking me .
hey , we just wanted to check out this club tonight ”, she said.
yeah this is my anti-downtown club , I been coming here for quite a while now “ , I said
okay , well he's leaving tomorrow morning , so how about you come over later on that night around 8?” ,she said .
sure I'll see you tomorrow then “,i replied.
That Sunday night I came over , we talked for a while . Made our way to her bedroom and made up for week worth of sex in about 2 hours . One thing I grew comfortable doing with was pillow talk after sex, because up to this relationship I just had sex and after the deed was I got dress intermediately and try to find a smooth way to exit as smooth as my entry. It was at this time she made her power move and said out of no where
just to let you know I never had sex him while he was here .”
well just to let you know I don't if you did .”, I said
oh? Why is that “ , said asked
well I'm not really your man , I don't pay your bills , so really I have no say-so on what you should do with your body .” , I explained.
She gave me a smile and said those three little words to me.
I love you.....” and wrapped her arms around me and rested her head on my chest.
I've always you loved you....” I replied .
At this moment that was the game changer for me because I never told anyone “ I love you “ unless I really meant . Especially to a women unless I was really in love with . To understand this part of me you have understand my upbringing . My mother is a very affectionate women , for the most part she didn't give a lot for materials in life , but she did give me a lot of love . Even still to this day she has the power to say things to make me feel like I'm still 5 years old . To me those three little words are powerful to me , and when they come from someone who isn't related to me it very strong . This was the moment that change everything . In my eyes this was a shift from just being some guy that she was just hanging out with and fucking to a full blown boyfriend , so I believed . There was moments when she wanted to even wanted to go farther into the relationship , she asked me to moved in with her, but my fear of failure kept me from committing to that act . When I look at back at the smarter thing to do was accept the invite and let the cards fall where there may, but I was immature chicken shit and accept the ofter which was the first step in my downfall . The best failure was yet to come .
It was the month of August she had plans to make a trip down to Orlando for a big rave party that was happen down there , she asked me to go with her with I was accepted the offer . The plan was we'll go to the party , hang out with her friends , then on the way back stop at the camp site for the nite and camp outside .but there was another strange catch, since we was going to be around her friends she didn't want me to act like I was her boyfriend around them . Which I thought was complete bullshit but any , it seem like a great idea at the time . This trip was to take place in September . I wasn't living near her at the time , matter of fact I moved even move farther away to North Charleston, just because the rent was cheaper than West Ashley . I was rooming with my aunt which is my mother's youngest sister . I had my money saved up for the trip , that when she informed me that she needed $200 since her boyfriend at the time had to spend some of their money to repair the car that they had , I knew they needed that car to get back and forth to work . I gave them the money that I had saved up for my weekend , I had to help her out and cancel my plans to take the trip , short to say she didn't take the news well .
so are you ready for the trip”, she said
yeah , about that . There's been a problem . I had to give my aunt the mother to fix her car , since her and boyfriend didn't have any extra money to fix it ,and they need that car to get around .” , I said
I could almost feel the disappointment in her voice and she said , “ man I getting tired of you not having your shit  together I' ll just see you when I get back.” then she hung up.

Most of that weekend I was a bit pissed that I gave that money away but in a way now that I look at it that trip would've destroyed us anyway, because later on I would find out that the friend we was going to stay with was an ex-boyfriend , so that was her whole point of making her “friend” in front of those people who knew here best . Matter of fact when she came back I begin to see less and less of her. Until one day she called me up and asked to come over and hang at her new townhouse , and I got a bit of a surprise when I saw her, her roommate , her roommate's boy and her friend from orlando who moved in with her . I mean it was apparent that they was dating because the town was a two bedroom .
I was never great at math but two rooms divided by two couples, it was easy to see what was going on .
I went into break up depressing on the worst level , only my closest friends knew what kind of hell I was in . It was on one fateful nite when I bumped into her at level 2 of all places (this club has to the focal point of everything in my life ) . she came over and asked me a quick question.
yeah I was hanging with K.Hopp one day and asked him how you was doing and when was the last time he saw you?”
yea you did?” , I asked .
yea he told me to stop fucking with your head , and that I've done enough damage to you .” , she said
I shot back “ well he's right in away “
listen Damond you're the pure sweetest soul I know around here , I never meant to hurt you.” , she said to me .
well I feel like my heart has been cut out , you have no idea how much I loved you.” , I said
she shot me one of those smiles that always made my heart melt and said “ come home with me tonite”
I knew I would want this , but I had to asked her the ultimate question that could sum up where I was in her book .
well if I come home with is this going to bring back together again?” , I asked
well I'm not thinking that far ahead” she replied.
well I am , not coming  if it not all then it's nothing “ , I said
when I look back at maybe it was test or maybe not . I know that months later I would end up having sex with her one last time , and then she would have a new man in her life . Those few months I had with her echoed in my life  forever . After this relationship I figured that it just doesn't pay to get emotional invested into a women , so seeking revenge on the female gender and becoming self destructive was my new goal . To bury myself in a dark world of sex , drugs and rock and roll . This was the only way I could numb the  pain . I was aim to fuck , fight , drink, smoke and snort my pain away . Tyler Durden was right “ it only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything”................

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Level 2 Quickies ...........part 1

Well is going to be the first in a series of small stories involving hooking up at level 2 on Market street back in Charleston SC, this club was responsible for me meeting the mother of my two beautiful daughters, and the second woman I fell in love with . It was also the club where I got the chance to screw a lot of hot chicks at too , some of them we're locals , some were vacationers , and a few were drunk college girls. This is my ode to level 2 the club is gone now and has be replaced with a new name and a new look , but if those walls could speak it would call me the biggest man-slut who ever  grace it floors .

Ass identifier.
Well one this night i was hanging with my two home boys I was making with music , Moody, and Crazy Red, Of course Moody was at bar pounding down drinks and Crazy Red was following me trying to learn my gift of game (whatever..). I pass by a group of women dancing together . The shortest member of the group sees me , step in front of her friends and says ,” hey ,do you remember me ?” and I really at that moment didn't remember her , so I had to buy myself some time . I came up with this clever line,”yeah I do we had sex once didn't we “ . she smile and said “yes , we did .” . I was in a Mexican standoff . I had to go back in my mental Rolodex of ass . I kindly asked her “can you turn around for me ?” , in which she did I when I saw her big , plump ass I had total recall. “ SEXY K !” I yelled . “oh ,you remember me ?!!!!?? “ she replied . “ yes I do how could any man forget that sexy ass!” I said . We ended the night screwing at night in Moody's spare bedroom . Sometimes it pay to be an assman .

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

your mommie is my lil' slut, plus your grandma got my cock on her breath

With single parents becoming more prevalent , there is a likely chance a single male between the age of 21 to 30 will find himself dating a single mother , and with the teenage mothers becoming more popular (thank you MTV !) . There will be another likely chance that a single male in my age group (31-50) will find themselves dating a grandmother . These two group are better know as MILF's and GILF's . For those of you who been living under a fucking rock for the last 20 years MILF mean “Mom I Like to Fuck , and GILF's are Grandma's I Like to Fuck .

I have found my screwing around with both of these social classes of these women within my lifetime so far . This would be a long list of women , but I refuse to write stories about every single one of them , simply it would boring in some ways and dull . Every time I see a hot , plump ass, big titted women , I always see about 2-3 rugrats in tow behind her , and then I start to wonder .”We if she was my girl we would've have more kids than that by now , cause I would dump a gallon of semen in her every night”. Out of all the milfs and gilfs I 've fucked thus so far only two worth telling about . Yes ladies I know there's long list of milfs and gilfs who have had my cock , and these tale will shutdown any complains . To put it plainly if you wanna be in my stories you gotta top these women.The whorish , slutty behavior that these two women we're willing to do , I mean this is the type of stuff that in those porn movies that you boyfriend watches, then tells his buddies about . Then is too chicken shit to live them out with you .These women at in my elite book of fucking , and that a very small book.

The story of red , the cock slut .
Red was old fling of mine that dates back to the time I was dating Shirley. We used to bumped into each other at plump crazy's in North Charleston. At the time she was a bit thin for my taste but cute with long strawberry blond hair . The thing that attracted me the most to her (other than huge DD tits) was this strong peaceful connection I had when I was around her . I was hooked wanting to spend more time with her was going to be problem . Well of course I had Shirley back at the house , but she also had boyfriend at home herself . Well it was safe to say after a few fail attempts I back away . We lost track of each other for years . Only to find each other again , but this time the timing was a little better. Well she ended up marring the boyfriend that she was with when I first met her , and also had a son by him too . At the time I first met her she already had a son who was about 2 years old at time (keep in mind this was 1996 !). She was at the bar I was starting to become a regular at , and I was shock to see her , and so was my cock. We exchange stories , and also numbers. Now let me remind you the closest thing I've done with this woman was kissing . So the first time we fucked was at my baby momma's house where I was living at , but I was on my way out of house anyway was going through another break up . It was standard sex, she blew me , I ate her pussy , fucked for 20 min, I came done . The second time was magical . She called me over to her house , she was wear a thong and was half asleep. I started to play with ass . She begin to wiggle then woke up , then she shoved my cock into her mouth and didn't devouring my cock till her nose hit my pelvis, this was the most violent blow job I've ever received , the deeper she inserted my cock into her mouth the louder was the gagging sound she made. So I made her flip on her back , with her neck hanging off the bed . Then like the fame porn star max hardcore I place my right hand on her chin and my left hand on her hair . Then I proceeded to face fuck her , I would switch my left from pulling her hair to slapping her huge breast . There used to be times when I slapped her tits so hard I used to leave my palm print on them . So I figure this was the sluttiest women I've been with so I figured I was going to test her threshold . I popped my dick out of her mouth , did a military style about -face, and threw my ass in front of her face , where she knew just just what to do with it . She started to bury her face in my asshole , then she took her hand and started giving me a tug job at the same time . Now I heard of rusty trombones' , but never thought in millions years I could find a women willing to give one. So once I have check that off my sexual bucket list , the next thing to do was simple , fucking her.

So she flipped over on her belly , pointed her has in the air . I knew this scene all too well . But this time I was going to really test her . I mounted her and then shove my hard wet cock into her tight asshole , and she took it very well . “ YES! RAPE MY ASS WITH YOU THICK BLACK COCK!” she screamed . For some reason this turn me on even more . I probe my cock deeper into her asshole , then she screamed the hot line , “ YOU OWN THIS ASS!!!!!”. Damn ,I was floored after that . It was the first time I came so hard I felt emotionally and physically drained . It was safe to say after she was the number one chick I was fucking . No other chick was never as good as her at the time . Whenever I wanted crazy kinky sex , she was more than willing to do anything my dirty mind could come with . There was a small catch to all this freaky fucking .it was her soon-to-be ex husband. I guess he couldn't handle the fact he was losing her , and even worst she was fucking a black man . So late one nite I was sleeping I got a call my cell , from a number I've never seen before . I answer the phone and a low voice was on the other end . “You're fucking my wife”. The voice said.
“What?” , I said.
“YOU'RE FUCKING MY WIFE !!!!!!” the voice scream .
I was puzzled so I response with “ who's your wife dude?”
“RED!” he yelled
“ yeah, you're right I'm fucking her..” I laughed back at the voice
at this point I figure the genie was out of the bottle and there's was no need to keep it sercet .
“I WANNA KICK YOUR ASS!!!” , said the voice.
This was the last night I needed at 2 am some , drunk, fat, angry white asshole trying to fight me . So I did what any asshole would do in a situation like this , I call his bluff .
“YOU WANNA KICK MY ASS !' I yelled .
“YEAH!”, he said .
“Well meet at the Wal-Mart parking at center point in North Charleston , in 40 minutes I'll be in a blue Navigator. “ I instructed him .
“I”M ON MY WAY MUTHAFUCKER!” , he scream as I hear his tires spinning in the road .
I ended the call and went back to my beauty sleep, what a fucker .
I mean c'mon this marriage was over I wasn't the home wrecking in this marriage , this small dick , bad sex skills , and simply being a pussy whipped bitch kill this marriage . Not even Dr Phill could fix this cluster fuck of a marriage. The post script to this story is that later the bastard got sober and realize that he picked a fight with a black dude who was bigger than him . That when he had a moment of clarity. And reneged on his so- ass whipping . All I could think is what a pussy . No wonder she's leaving you .

I have a story about your grandma ….........

Wine can get better with age , and sometimes the same can be said about women , it just depends on how much shit they took from men over years. In some I always used to have a fetish about older women , not too old though, like someone who my mother's age . Up to this point the oldest woman I've date was only 10 years older than me , and that was when I 22 and she was 32. Not really a big deal since most women are at their sexual peak is around their early 30's and most men in their early 20's , but i'm going to her story much later on. This story is about freaky grandmother who loves cock , but most importantly my cock .

When social websites became the norm , so did the dating sites . I was told about a website called “”. It was a site where the freaks came to play , where sub's and dom's can find love in all the worst places . I made a profile stating I was looking for a bbw and I was switch , which means I could be a dom or sub . I just sat back and waited for the magic to happen. I had a message from a 43 year old woman . Telling her name and that she thought I was sexy and she wanted to meet . The only problem was she was in Myrtle Beach , and I was living in Summerville which is over 2 hour away from each other . We talk online and over the phone she had a sexy voice , like a phone sex operator . We exchange pictures , one of happen to be the freakiest picture I've ever received from a woman online . Two pictures. One was a can of Pepsi , in her vagina . The second was a trailer bar hitch in her asshole . ( these pictures are available on request email me for proof ). With these two pictures it was proof that she was just  the women I needed in my life at this moment . Someone who was down for whatever , just like me . Someone I could be the freakiest person I wanna be and wouldn't judge me for it . I mean c'mon how could you judge me for my perverted thoughts when you're using you snatch for a coozy.

At this time in my life I was working at sofa express as a delivery helper . The pay was good and the work hours was even better . I went to work around 6 am and went home after we finish doing all the deliveries for day with usually was about 11 am or 2pm . This was a great job for me it gave me time to bullshit and slack off for the rest of the day . The bad news was the company was losing money and was going out of business , but there was plenty work to be done before the day on reckoning. It was one day when there wasn't any deliveries to be done that so I was told to say home . Right after that call I got the call from ada . “hey what are you doing today ?” , she said .
“nothing , I 'm home today there wasn't any work for me today .”
“great !, can I come over and see you ?”, said ada
“sure, I'll give you directions”,i replied
She appeared at my door wearing a pink v-neck sweater , which held up her huge D cup breast very well . She stood about 5'5 and had a nice big ass and thick thighs, I greeted her with a strong hug invited her into my home  , and lead her to my bedroom . We talk, for it only seem like five minutes, before we both knew I was pulling her pants off going down on her, biting and slapping her ass. She was on her knees , stroking my cock, shoving it in and out of mouth . I mean for a mature women she surly didn't fuck around when getting her fuck on. The sex was primal , almost like prison shower rape , minus the water or the dropping of the soap .Oh but there was anal sex . We must've fuck like 2 or 3 times that morning like this . We ended up spending more time together , hanging out , fucking whenever and however we can . One day she to me with an idea to take a road to North Carolina , with I was down for . I love road trip . It gives me a chance to see something new , other the boring city I was living in . But it was also around this time I also had another milf on the side I was fucking with , Brownie .
The way I met Brownie was on my favorite website for meeting single freaky women. You guess it, Online bootycall .com . She lived in a town named Johnson City , Tennessee. She also had her whorish side too she was screwing around with this dude who lived in Columbia South Carolina . One day she drove down to my house after spending the weekend with him , just so she can meet me and then fuck me , then split back to Johnson City. I still have a few pics of visit . On was her holding my pint of guiness with her cleavage . And the other two was my attempts of fisting very vagina . I told ada about her and said they should meet , I called brownie told her about ada and past the phone over to her . They started chatting and connecting , the next I knew we was going to meet in Columbia for a fuck fest . Brownie also mention she had a master , or maybe she feed her mind slutty  to believe . She wanted him to come along too since he was the reason why she was in Columbia . She talk about his cock and how big it was . I never had dick envy , so I didn't fear that this dude was going to cock block me . We met up with brownie at a gas station , went to a motel 6 . Paid for our rooms . And then went over to get E , once we got there , there's was drama , it seem like on of his other sluts was also paying him a visit, which sort of upset brownie , but then again why get mad a dude of you're fucking him , and not really dating him. I swear only woman can make something so simple as causal sex, so complex. So we finally picked up E , and head to the motel . Where we talked for bit , had a couple drink(always the best social lubricate) . So now we get to the action . Brownie start bragging about E cock and of course ada wants to see . He whips it out , and yea it was huge. It looked like something that belongs in a horse fucking porn or something . Ada just start sucking it while brownie is going down on her . I whip out the camcorder , because this have to be documented . Of course there was toys being used on on ada while I was filming. So E started fucking ada from the back then stuck that horse cock into ada ass the look on her face was priceless. It was like someone shove a hot curling iron into her ass . Around this time I had ada sucking on my cock while E was pounding her ass but like I said before I'm a bit of a sadist. I became a buffer . Everytime when E push forward I would push on ada's shoulders pushing her back on his cock , plunging his dick deeper into her ass. Ada 's face begin to turn red from all this intense action, but she was a champ and hung in there for the whole ride . After this full blown orgy was over me and ada went to over room ,for some one on one time and went to sleep . Later on that day we drove to some small shit hole town in North Carolina , which look like a town that still made moonshine , and cook a lot of meth . I met one of her older sons , and then I met her daughter who came out of the trailer carrying a baby . Then I figured out that the baby was her granddaughter . I was thinking “ shit it one thing to fuck a milf , but to fuck a gilf , mmmm I better not mention to her daughter where here mouth was at last nite , but then again this is the hills of North Carolina some it might be normal.”

*side note was I was writing this story I receive a call from my father informing my grandmother just past away , this was the hardest story to write because I was on page 3 when I heard this news and just remembered how wonderful and special she was to me . She was the first women who show unconditional love really is , and that not all grandmother are molded the same .

Monday, January 31, 2011

my cheating heart............

The age old question has always been why men cheat. People have done studies, written books, and fucking television shows on it. Well, I’m not a social science major   or anything near such an expert, by I do know why I did it. The reason on why i cheated was simple, pussy. Most importantly; new pussy. I think I suffer from A.D.D in every facets of my life. Everything I did was only interesting for only a short period of time, and then the thrill was gone. I needed something new to occupy my time. Since sex was the one thing  that never got old too me , just the women I was having sex with did .believe me I met and slept with some interesting  women through  the years  and for what it worth it was great .still the greatest challenge for me in my love is going the distance in a relationship. Getting the girl was the easy part, staying fateful and loyal was the hardest part for me. I knew cheating was bad, I knew it would hurt the one I love but I just couldn’t help myself .For me this habit was more psychological then just a man who couldn’t control his impulses, the smalls things about a woman that I thought was sexy I would use it as a reason for me to fuck her, like the time when I was at the Plex in North Charleston, and there was a sexy redhead, she was 5’2, plump, and had an BIG ASS!  This was still around the time when butt cleavage was still in fashion. She was wearing a hot red lace thong (and I’m a sucker for women who wear sluttly underwear!)  A pair of low raised blue jeans and a cute halter top. All I could think about when I first saw her  was “I wonder what’s she like in the bed, is she a screamer, a moaner , a biter, maybe a squirter . Does she swallow or spits. Mmmm I’ll just have to find out the hard way. Yea it was safe to say I fucked her that night, and many more nights after. That was until the night I left my phone at my baby momma’s house and she read a few racy texts from her and that sealed my fate.

Most of my troubles in this department always starts with me trying to get a little more than what I have at home, but most of the time the main reason is the thrill of the hunt. I know it sounds fucked up , but the real thrill for me wasn’t the new pussy . It was the feeling to stalking, chasing , and bagging my prey .A lot of times I would just go into a bar , or a nightclub , walk around the room a times before I going for the kill , you know like how a loin seek the weakness animal in the heard , this works about the same way.
Now ladies, there is tell-tell sign you give off to men like me that you are in the “other “woman department. Hers a small list:
One.  You just got out of a bad relationship and you been out so long you don’t realize how much of date field has change since the last you were single.
Two. Mostly too much going on in your life (i.e. being a still parent, working full time, going school...etc)
Three: sometimes wanting too much too fast, being co-depended is working against you. For a guy like me this is too easy, I used to say the thing they wanted to hear, Ease their fears and go for the kill, before she knew what happen I was already on to the next victim. 

           Yes women when it comes to getting “played” you can be you own worst enemy. It mostly about numbers, since woman outnumber men 2 to 1 on the planet this is how the ball rolls.
I know you think I’m a pig at the moment for mention this, but remember there is a silver lining to this. Remember ladies you hold the biggest cards, and yet you never play them right . That right you hold the PUSSY! That the main goal for most of the players, macks , pimp, and assholes name Damond is hunting for . Even though most of the time, most of you ladies with bet small with your pussies and bet big with your hearts. With that being the dumbest move you could make. Trust me. Men know it just a matter of time before you’ll cave in and give it up, so why keep playing the game. Well here’s why .no matter how long you make a man wait for the sex , he’ll keep playing this game , but keep in mind while this is going there are others out who’s giving it up to him , as he grows bored with them , his interest in you is increasing , but only for a simple reason . You have become his Moby dick , bigfoot , the myth that is escape him .you can use this to your advantage .You can get him to either respected you more or walk away and have him  find some other low self esteem stank to fuck with. I should know I fell victim to this trap many of time and can’t say it wasn’t fun .but for men like me there’s always a way around any problem.

Which this brings me to a small story, at the time; when I was the biggest slut in my relationship. also in my first real relationship. Meaning that we lived together and I had to be crafty about my screwing round .her name was Shirley she was a psyche major at the collage of Charleston at the time. I met at the same place where I met was going to met the future mother of my children at .Level 2.
          We fooled around on the date floor and flirted with each. Around this time there was a hurricane that came through Charleston most of collage in the empty moved most of students up state only a small handful of them stayed in town, she was one of those few. And I was house sitting that week for my friend K.Hopp who went down to Florida to do a D.J. gig down there , which was cool for me since I was living in the north area , and having a spot downtown to crash was a sweet idea  and made my exploits easy . Well I and Shirley exchange words and then she invited me over to house. She gave me the address which was a townhouse on coming street, but I was a drunk at the time and didn’t know how short term my memory was. When I got to the street when she lived on I forget the house number all I could remember was the apartment number .so I figured since there was only two on each side of the street a process of elimination would best . That what a drunken mind would get to think at 3A.M. which I would later find out was a horrible idea. I ended up knocking on the wrong door, which the home belong to an very old white woman, who panic and call the police, before I figured out what was the right apartment I was surrounded at gun point by 3 of Charleston finest .After a fail effort of trying to tell them my story I found my being driven back to North Charleston. So a few days later I finally figured out where she lived, and maybe my way back downtown. During the course of the evening we talked and laugh , then we made our way to her bedroom where a condom was waiting on the bed to be put to proper used .
After that night we started spending more and more time together,. Before I knew it I was in a relationship, a real one. We were living together. I was working; she was going to school and working. And between all of that I was partying, and screwing around here back at any given moment that I had free.
         It was like I had multi-life going on , there was my home life and then my street life , and my sex life , where I could remember having up to six women I was sleeping with at the same time . I really had it down to a science and I got bolder about it. I could remember having two ladies I was screwing with at the time around the corner from each other. The only reason  I wasn’t caught was because my aunt’s townhouse at the time was on the same street of one the ladies, so my aunt was my unwilling alibi. most of time I saw most of these women I kept my time short and always used a lame excuse to after we had sex so I can make my way over to the next woman. While all of this was going my dear Shirley had no idea how much of a dirty slutty dog I was. 
During this timeline I had a new look and a cool swagger going for myself. Where I had my hair dyed blonde, and I also was working at an Adult video store called big Jim’s (a.k.a video plus). Since I was also hanging out at most of the strips clubs and another club called plum crazy it seem the town was mine for the taking. And why not, the store afforded the opportunity to watch porn all night all, and cool horny slutty women willing to do sexual favors for a discount for goods in the store. And I could have my friends or any ladies come over and hang out with me to kill the boredom of working 3rd shift. Once again while all of this was going my girlfriend didn’t know about my side action.

               There is a time when you get bored with life, even when things are going good. For me I was getting burn out with the whole sneaking around , so in order to feel the rush I had to push my fucking around to the edge and get bolder about who I was fucking , and where I fucked them . Shirley and I first apartment was a two bedroom flat which the smaller room serve as our guess room. We had many of friends and family that stayed in that room , but there was one guess we had staying over that I was going to push myself and most likely my relationship to the edge , she was one of my friends who was couch hopping from friend’s to friend’s house. She was also known to be a bit of slut too, but she was hot. Really usually not the type of chick I go for. She was about 5'3 145 lbs, and had a perfect set of double d tits.  We first hooked up when Shirley was out of town visiting her parent , who lived closer to the North Carolina border , it was just a matter of time before she was going to need a place to stay .I know what you thinking how this women ended up staying at my house with my girlfriend not raising hell about it . Well here’s how. I build up her image in my girlfriend’s eyes as a platonic friend , someone I was never going to stick my dick  into , and since she met about 4 or 5 female friends who was in this class to , she couldn’t  tell friend from foe .
                On this fateful morning I just finish working 3rd shift at the video store , and Shirley was in class for the morning , and my sexy little house guess was in the room sleeping . I was in the mood for a morning quickie before I took a nap later on that day. I walked in the room, starting fooling around with her, pulled off her thongs, flip her belly. And was fucking doggie style, right when I came I heard a sound of a car door closed. It was Shirley. I had about less than 2 minutes to get my cock out of this chick’s pussy and descent to the living room and pass it off like that nothing didn't happen. The heart was race as well my feet. This softly sprinted out the room to the living room. Where the TV was on, and I play off like I was there the whole time.  She walked in the saw me lying where I gave her my best Oscar worthy performance. She brought it hook, line, and sinker. 
Best was yet to come in over relationship. And cheating has become such a way of life to it was becoming easy as breathing. I want out of this hell I was putting myself through. With that came an idea, not the best one but one that I figured would free me and she’ll have no choice but to leave me. I was fooling around with stripper name peaches. Peaches was short curvy chick, didn’t have much in the breast department, but she did have a thick ass. The other thing I found sexy on her was here tramp stamp tattoo that read” DADDY’S LIL GIRL”.  One would think that a girl with a tattoo like that isn’t repressing any hidden daddy issues, right? Wrong, very dead wrong. The first time I fucked her, and she called me “DADDY!” it wasn’t sexy, because  it wasn’t like a sexy grown ass woman voice, it was like a baby, or childish voice. Every time she said that I felt like a pedophile, which isn’t hot at all.
Well I was seeing peaches going to her house and staying there till 6 a.m. with Shirley’s car no less. More and more this went on the felt like something gotta give. Either Shirley has to see for the scumbag I became or peaches will.
        Most of the time if any of my ladies want to get in  touch with they had to hit me up on my pager, I never gave them a direct line of contact with me., but I broke this rule with peaches. I gave her the house number and never told her when a good time to call was. On this fateful night Shirley was going to go out and I was going to chill my cousin at the house. So when I thought she left out the apartment I jumped on the phone with peaches. Much to my surprise she didn’t leave and she heard the conversation on the line. She kicked in the guest room door and screamed
And peaches heard her though the phone and said” IS THAT YOUR BITCH I’M COMING OVER TO KICK HER ASS!!!!!!!!”
In my sick twisted mind I was thinking “this going better that I planned I get to kill two birds with one stone, sweet!”
But no peaches didn’t come over and Shirley didn’t break up me with on the spot, but we did have the “talk”.
Within that talk the revelations begin to spill out. We were drinking talking calmly, and she asked me. “How many times did you cheat on me?”
“You first  ...” I said.
I was just trying to buy myself sometime and maybe shift some of the guilt.
“3 times with the same person, you knew about that guy.” she informed me
“Now you ....”  She said
“ mmm I can I have some of you wine I’m out .” I said taking the glass away from her hand .
“26...” and I took a sip of the wine, fearing that she could use it as a weapon later on.
“26 times with the same person?” Said Shirley with a heavy voice.
“no 26 diffident women ...” as took another quick slip from the glass .
“WHAT, YOU FUCKING SLUT!”  She shouted.
“Who, who were they?” she demanded.
         I only told about the few she knew by face and name, the rest I with held. Not because I wanted to protect them.Just because it was pointless most of them we’re meaningless to me anyway. She didn’t know them and still till this day wouldn’t know who they were even if met out in the street unless my name surfaced in a conversation (which she told me this have happen a few times). Still she didn’t leave for the next few months our relationship became more dysfunctional. We ventured into an open relationship I guess she figured if you can’t beat em’, then play their game too. This was met with mix success, since I was still out whoring around this work in my favor. Since she was getting herself some strange dick while I was out fooling around I didn’t have to feel any guilt. In closing of this tale, me and Shirley broke up, it was for the best .it was a lesson learn for the both of us, but I still think we’re trying to figure out just what we have learned.
Now ladies I hope you took in some cues from this tale because there was tell - tell signs that all men do when they cheating on you   or you’re being used as the other women or both . Here’s a few.......:
You can’t show up at his home, work or one of his homeboy’s house without checking with him first.
Your contact with him is limited (such as short talk time , he’s comes over your house for a quick” nut”, or there’s only a certain time of the day when you can call him).
Beware of female “friends” some are just friends , but is the bitch he’s fucking and she knows who you are,and will be  waiting for you to either dump him or him to dump you, or cause enough drama to make both of these things to happen . The only thing  was that I was good at was playing a shell game of 
having a bunch of female friends I wasn’t fucking , but there was at least one I was screwing and she knew I had a girlfriend .
Time is the enemy to a man that is screwing around, so if there’s a lot nights that he doesn’t come home till after 6 a.m. well I got some bad news for you. There isn’t any bar or open past 5 am. Unless you lived in NYC then this rule is void.
The biggest one is what I like to call the “fall guy”. Most single men have their “wingman” the one guy , who going to take one for the team when they go out this dude is the guy who get the “ugly” friend so his buddy can score the hotter one. This position gets  boosted to the “fall guy “ this dude is the false alibi for the man who creeps around , he has a name and a face , but he doesn’t  hang out with your man that much (unless your man is on the down low , and if that the case good luck figuring that out. Cause I got nothing for you on that.)
Most of my “fall guys” had be a friend that my girlfriend might’ve only met once or never seen but hear me talked of them.
And last but not least you need to see at least one time where he lays his head at, if you never been to his house then more than likely he has a woman in his life and no  it isn't his mother .
Well ladies this you story for today. But don’t worry fellas I got ya’ll back on the next one trust me ........

Thursday, January 13, 2011

of men and virgins .............

As you can read so far that I enjoy the company of a woman, but theirs is one type of woman I don’t enjoy,  . . . VIRGINS! I never enjoyed the fact knowing I was some poor girl’s first sexual encounter , yes I’m a sadist at times but never consider myself as the beginner’s fuck , really this is not the fucking bunny hill , I like to consider myself as the black diamond of  fucking . I’m too freaky , too rough sometimes and can be a bit too open minded for a virgin. I’ve had a few virgins offer their virginity to me and I had respectfully turn it down , I’ve instructed them to sleep with 5-to-7 guys first then hit me up  , because only then will they be really for what  I can do for them , but I did have two young ladies slip through the cracks and I found myself being the person deflowering them of their virginity and then afterwards I felt like a rape victim , I felt dirty ,defiled , and devoid of emotion.
I myself ,like my women experience in the verse of sex , I don’t need to give them a GPS or mapquest direction on screwing me (maybe that why I have a thing for slutter women).another thing is that I never been one to brag about my penis size , matter if fact I’m quite humble about it , but I’m not on the receiving end of it so I have to say only what I been told about it , that I’m thick and have the perfect length with a slight curve to it, so to put it safe I’m not a small dick man , and I’m not suited for virgins .
I had the displeasure of deflowering six virgins in my lifetime , I still feel like it nothing special , I mean really extreme fundamental Muslims terrorist  are killing themselves  for a lifetime in heaven with 42 virgins, I would gladly  trade a place in hell with 42 former pornstars that did gangbangs . Out of those vile six only two are really worth talking about here .
The first one was ne-ne she was a cute natural redhead , with a nice set of hips and a great pair of triple d’s breast, around this time I was working at hot topic at Northwoods mall in North Charleston and had dreamed going postal there a few times since I took up the job , I really didn’t find it rewarding or hip , but to the rest of  the staff there ,they looked at it like a dream job , and what pseudo-goth/punk/metal-head/ kid wouldn’t , here was a store that would let them keep their image and pay them to look that way all day long , yes I was in hell , to makes things worst even ,every scum -sucking mall rat high schooler  started looking up to me like I was some kind of demi-god, at 25 this was the closest thing to career suicide I could commit , the only thing lower then this job was , a fluffer on a gay porn set or a jizz washer at an adult book store and I'm sure those jobs had perks this one didn't. I was only working this job so I could spend time on my music I was working  on with my hardcore metal band at the time hostile intent, so one day ne-ne and her gay male friend come into the store , looking around and trying on some cloths so I started to talk to both of them , trying to get them to buy a few thing , but unknowingly in this process I was flirting with both of them (or so she told me later on......) , at the time I was wearing on of band t shirts when she asked me about the shirt , I told her about my band and that we had a gig next week at cumberlands downtown , I gave her the date and time , she promise to come out and show her support.
On the night of the gig my mother and aunt was visiting town from New York ,and since my mother have never seen me perform I figured this was going to be a great bonding moment for us , but much to my surprise she ended up bring few more family members than I figured . I was still very nervous about this show because this is a hardcore show , and my mother doesn’t know how these things goes down , you know , young white men , moshing , slamming into each other, sage driving , swing punches and kicks , to an average black person this is chaos on the new level , but on the other hand I did have a few friends there who promise to look after them and treat them like their own family members ,
we was the last band to go on sage there was a small crowd there mostly our fiends and my family members , but as we hit the sage , ne-ne and her small group of friends including the gay dude .I’ve always been a ball of nerves before I do anything publicly and playing live has always been hard for me , so I had my drummer slap the shit out of me to get my blood pumping and ease my fears , so as we start our performance , I was feeling good , and the crowd was going ape-shit , my buddy was buying my mother and my aunt beers and every now and then. I glace at ne-ne and she had this “I’M GOING TO FUCK YOU “ look in her eyes . We ended our set I walked over to my mom and asked her about her input about the show , she gave me a good review , then ne-ne walk over I asked what did she thought of the show , then she with her eyes wide open “you was so hot I almost cream my paints watching you !” I smile and then said “ oh, this is my mother ......” , yea it safe to say she begin to blush after that , so after we pack up our gear I took a walk with ne-ne and her friends down to waterfront park , we talk and walk around and then she told me about the small bet her and here gay had , the bet was who was going to hook up with me ! Well it was safe to say that it wasn’t going to the gay friend , since I’m straight she won this bet from the start . We made out a little and plan to meet up again later on that week .
So next week we met up again , when to see a movie and then took a trip down to Folly Beach that night , where we drove to the east side of the island by the light and took so blankets , where was stated started to make out more, the more we kiss , the move our cloths was being removed , before we knew it , we’re both are naked , I on top of her, kissing on her neck and rubbing my penis on clit , and right before I insert my dick into her pussy , I whisper ,”damn this is a great way to end the night “ and then she return with the shocker line of the night “oh yes this is the way I imagine my first time ,.......”WHAT? As I though to myself , she’s a virgin? No fucking way ?hell no....but yes she was . Well just to let my female readers know I was already past the point of no return , my rock hard cock was already centimeters away for her vagina, and for me blue balls isn’t an option ( well maybe if she offer an blowjob ) , so yea I fucked her , I took her virginity, I know it sound like a classic male ego asshole quote , but she was asking for it ...........
 The second virgin was someone  I met though my gigs with other bands, she was dark haired , fair skin , and a bit curvy at the time also , but she was also one of those good Christian types too , who I would find out later on had a very dark and naughty side too also , On this night I was at at level 2 hanging out dancing I was in complete man whore phase , I ran into her and her best friend at the who used to date this dude who was in a band that my band used to share a few gigs the night ended and her girlfriend was wanting on her to come talk to her before she was going to leave since he was working as a bouncer at this club , so me and Winnie was talking my band and the music we was doing those days , and that when try invited me over to her girlfriends house , who just happen to stay down the street from my aunts place where I was crashing at the time .So I followed them to her place and made my way into the town the townhouse , it was very funny because I was currently screwing about 5 different women with a five mile radius of each other, and two of them were ex-girlfriends , so we was hanging out in the living room talking having a couple of extra drinks , that when her girlfriends man made it over there , so we talked some more , and then they  made their way upstairs to her room, leaving me and Winnie downstairs to ourselves , we immediately started kissing , and petting each other , that when she started to attempt to give me a handjob , which I can tell she was new to this because she wasn’t really doing it right , well at least to my own liking ,so I found myself giving her a small sex lesson , so then I got her naked and as I tried to insert my cock into her she stop me and asked with a serious voice ,”when was the last time you was tested for any STD’s or HIV “ I said “ about 3 months ago ......I’m clean “ which was true  cause I have a close family member who has full blown AIDS and I don’t ever want experience that, so I made it my mission to get tested every 6 months . With that being said , I being to go back to my mission of trying to insert my penis into her pussy and was finding it a bit tight , very tight , I never have this problem before , I mean there’s been a few tight squeezers but this time I throught I miss her vag and was trying to fuck her in the butt , “damn you’re very tight !” I said , and said reply with the hot line of “ I know it my first time “ FUCK !NOT AGAIN , THIS IS TWICE IN ONE YEAR HOW UNLUCKY COULD ONE GUY BE “,once again I found myself beyond the threshold , if she told be this like hours , days or weeks ago I would’ve never tried to fuck her. But dammit , once again I refuse to get blue balls . Unlike ne-ne where we fooled around for a few more months after I took virginity , me and Winnie fooled around on and off for years , and the more I fucked around with  her it seems she show more of a slutty , hot , dark side to herself . Shortly before I wrote this post she asked me my if I was going to post a story about us on my blog , and if I never used her real name , which I assured I wouldn’t and I also told that I wasn’t going to write a story about us she was special and I want to keep our time together to myself , but this was about a subject matter that I couldn’t avoid without including her in the story .So winnie if you do read this sorry but you know that I do respect our friendship , we were young .

Monday, January 10, 2011

vanilla thick love...........

Fellas , yes you I’m talking to you, that sitting at home on Friday night , getting groomed , trimming those nosed hairs, that beard, picking out the latest hottest fashion , metro sexual , douche-bag, alpha-male dick head , yeah you. Just a small hint sometimes all that shit isn’t going to help in the pussy department , all you need is a special talent to win the girl., and for me that the ability was dancing , yes I know I don’t look like the dancing type , but at one time my claim to fame was being a skillful freestyle dancer in the clubs .Well, for me it started going to raves , yeah the early 90's was the golden age for raves in the southeast , and with Charleston only being 8 hours away from the rave capital of the United States of Orlando florida this had to happen. Shortly before I entered the army I was shown the club life by some friends , and that was the treehouse , this club was ahead of it time in charleston , even for the 90's charleston was still 5 years behind culturally  to other cites , this club had a come as you are attitude , it didn't matter if you was gay , straight , bi, black , white , Latino, Asian, lungfish
you got in the door , the club was in the middle of the action in downtown Charleston , while all those preppie assholes , and yuppie douche bags , party on Market st till 3 a.m. they had the late nite party crowd college. The hardcore member of this scene was the young kids of this counter culture , they we’re punk rockers, metal heads , and neo-hippies ,ultra hipper’s , a new young generation ,raised on Mtv, Run DMC records , Iron maiden poster on the wall ,misfits skulls tattooed into their DNA , the kids that mocked by the jock and was bullied by the so called popular kids. They found a small haven to call their own , for me this was my bliss , I found myself sucked in , there wasn’t any where else I wanted to be,  but to get respect in the tribe you had to move like the tribe and that summer I aim to dance as good, if not better than them .
Back to you guys , here’s a little secret , women find men who dance well sexy because in their minds a man that can move hips and also moves his cock in the same fashion , this when I found my sex life become more ample and fruitful. When the treehouse closed the club for good , I was left spinning looking for a new place to dance I didn’t really know about any other clubs in charleston at the time or any clubs around town that place techo and house music a regular so I was left to wonder the landscape looking for a place to dance .First was level 2 this was located on the market at the it was a 21 and over crowd,and  then they lowered the age to 18 and up that where the fun really started I met a lot of people at this club some of them I’m still friends till this day , this was also the club where I met the mother of daughters at too , huh if it wasn’t for this club , and my desire to not wear a condom at the time with my beautiful daughter would’ve never seen the light of day .At the time their was a lot of beautiful ladies but a lot of hot full figured ones too .
The woman who left the biggest impression on me in a big was JJ , she was a hottie, soft facial features , a bit tall , full thick legs , and a set of ample breast , basically she was build like a black woman , a very thick black woman  ,the kind sister that would make a brotha kill another man for just looking at ass too hard . The detail about her ass are stuff of  legends , back when I first met she was a curvy size 13 but with a size 18 ass . Low raise jeans didn’t stand a chance on hips if they even stayed there long enough , it was as if her ass and her jeans was in battle on body and the ass was winning. At first she was my club buddy , we’ll go out and hang that was about no sex or anything closed to it , but one night that would change .
It was another Friday at level 2 , nothing usual , drinking , dance , me being a complete male slut .JJ love to drink heavily, but just like most women she’s a horrible drunk, falling all over the place. Trying to speak Spanish ( at this time I didn’t know  if she spoke Spanish at the time or was just full of shit ) . What was to happen next is how she ended spending the night with me  at the time , in mix of her booty dancing with guys and pounding down shots , she ended up losing here keys to her car , and since she was my ride home and my car was back my place we was going to have to take a cab home.
When we arrive at my house , it was late and I was living with my cousin and his wife , unlike most weekend nights when there is usually people hanging out drinking and smoking weed , this night was quite and the was empty . We made our way to my bedroom , where she’s started whinnying about how much a fuck up she is and how she was in love with her then boyfriend ( he was in texas, which she made broke one of my all times rules in dating , I never screw a woman who’s in a relationship, just too much drama). So as I started comforting her and trying to put her at ease , the evil little man in my paints started to take control , let me just stay this before this story goes on any more , lust is bitch , a very , big bitch , people can control their natural impulses, you get me in a dark room with a sexy big booty, curvy woman and I don’t have the fortitude to control myself and  with this woman I really didn’t want to, so back to my little tale , as I was hugging her and caressing her I just could stop thinking about how sexy and plump her ass looked in those jeans all night  long, you know the old song , touching becomes hugging, hugging becomes kissing , and kissing have you going down on a very  drunk, crying person in the middle of night , so one I got her naked I really notice how big her ass was , hips was flat but the ass cheeks as popping out on the sides , sort of like a reverse muffin top . All I wanted to do was too feel how it was to be inside her , and once I got there it wasn’t like heaven , but I did know I was going to hell for this
That morning I had to go to work and open the gas station I was working at the time , and was sitting there replaying the whole night in my head again , and then it hit me , like a strong pimp slap , that was wearing brass knuckles , did I just commit a small form of date rape ? I mean, I did leave her naked in my bed that morning , she was half asleep when she told me good morning . OH LORD THIS IS CHARLESTON SOUTH CAROLINA  , AND A WHITE WOMEN SCREAMING RAPE STILL HOLDS A LOT OF WEIGHT HERE , EVEN IF SHE HAS JUNGLE FEVER . With guilt and a possible jail term of 7 to 25 circling my head I begin to worry bit and she called me at work and laid my worries to rest , well sort of . “how are we going to get my car from downtown , and do you remember where I parked.” she said , and I said “ I do remember , but we’ll take care of that when I get off , did you remember what happen last night when you got to my house”, I said
“I think we had sex , right “ she said .
“yes we did “ I replied
“Yeah this have happen to me a few times before , this is how I ended up hooking up with my last boyfriend “, she said
then she informed me “ this won’t happen again , it was just a one night thing “
“Yeah” I said in a disappointing voice. This is going to happen again ...............I was also thinking at the same time .
Once I got home from work my cousin and his wife gave a ride to her car , where the locksmith was waiting to cut her a new set of keys , she called me later on for another outing this time I kept her keys for safe keeping . It was the usual night drinking , dancing , and leaving the club , but this time I invited her back inside , to see if I could score again , and dammit I did , this time she wasn’t too drunk not to remember this fuck .
This went on for months , even though she had a man and I was still being a slut , screwing around most of time with any woman willing to let sleep with them without any headaches . But the more this was happen the most that little thing called guilt started to overcome me , because I was in love with JJ but didn’t know to fully express it at the time , plus my love life was more fuck up than any made for tv drama . It was a simple problem of too many women not enough Damond to go around , and as much as I wanted to be with JJ she was under the impressing that I wasn’t the settle down ( she not the only one of  females in my life to thinks of me ) matter of fact at the time I wasn’t sure if I was even worth trying to tame .Just like all good thing this came to an end , she ended up leaving Charleston and marrying the boyfriend ,becoming a mother of two boys , and also divorcing him too few years , matter of fact she ended up screwing around a times after that, right up to close the time I left Charleston to move to Orlando . She was the 2nd woman I have fallen in love with and still break my heart every time a thought of her flashes my mind , ever since then I’ve always compare all women that I will fall in love to her , because if I ever want to fall in love and commit to them they need to be on her level .

Saturday, January 1, 2011


As a young single male  there should be a small list of sexual rites of passage you should have done before you settle down and get married, first girl -girl three some, a bondage experience, maybe a gangbang , but for me i already had most experiences before i was 25 , and now i was 34 and never been to a swinger party nor let alone a club , let just say that the swing scene is a very tight close knit community , not everyone who wants to fuck a compete stranger can just walk in and do the deed .this little tale  happen around this time i was unemployed and i just wasted the last three years of my life slaving at rent a center as a collection manger ,working 52 hours a week on a 5 day work week wasn't fun and didn't afford me the time to be a full time male whore when i was  let go  i was felt like Mel Gibson's character Sir William Wallace when he cried "FREEDOM!" at the hands of captives to deliver the death blow that ended his suffering . this also happen to be around the time when me and my baby mama  was taken a break from over relationship, this also happen to be around the time that my tax return came in and i was giving my final rent a center paycheck and my 401k that invested at the time which i had a very nice check coming to me to take a long enough break to get my thoughts together for the time being . Since i was living in Charleston South Carolina at the time and was hating every minute of it and had family in the Bronx i felt like i need some time away and need to see some real inner city life.
the internet has brought wonderful things  to our lives in one way or another , like for an example,  if you wanted to shopping for something for your home or clothing , you either had to leave the confinements of your home and walk into a store to purchase something . Now you can just click on to website and buy the things you wanted without slowing the rest of your day and keep looking at all the free porn video's and youtube clips you want., At one time you needed to actually need to take a trip to said destination go out socialize , exchange names  and keep in touch through the phone and letters via the U.S.postal service .Now you got Facebook ,Myspace, mocospace,tagged and other social website that make this possible without even one trip to your "friend's" hometown . and with these social network are the adult ones , Adult  friend finder , fling , and Online booty call .com, which i had a profile on all of these sites and still do. The most popular one i seem to have success with was online booty call .com which back then it was a simple site , 4 pics , your age , location ,sexual preference , was all you need to score your way to the land of random nookie , this was where i meet my two friends who inject me into the swinger scene in NYC/NJ , first there was tee ,she was half Russian/half German cute and thick a nice set of breast and plump ass (very rare for a European woman)  then there was her boyfriend cee ,he was a smaller but cooler version of me ,but was also hung like he was half of  a donkey . When me and tee first met i connected with her in person in the Bronx about a year before this outing   and that when she told me the news that she wasn't single anymore , i was a bit heart broken at first but then she informed that they was swingers and had a bit of an open relationship , so i knew my chances didn't completely flew out the window , so after i gave her a ride home we promise to keep in touch with each other ,which i did for the time being .
Fast forwarding to this fateful nite , i just made in it into NYC this day after driving solo for like 14 hours, took a power nap at my mother's house and proceeded to make calls and IM friends in town to see what fun i could get into , it just happen that tee and cee needed a ride to a few "parties" that nite , since i had the car and they had the connections i knew this was a no lose situation .
I started to get dress threw on a nice dress shirt compete with a silk tie and a sweater vest a, with a pair of blue jeans and a my black loafers , jump into my SUV and made my trip to Brooklyn to pick them up . First stop was the swan motel bar over in Linden New Jersey , this bar was know to be a hang out spot for swinger couples, they'll drink  ,talk and go to theirs room and fuck the night away, but on this nite the bar was sort of dead to my friends' standards . We had a couple more of drinks and proceeded to next location which was a townhouse in Newark ,  first as i step to the house it seem like a normal party , and smelled like one too , the smell of weed  was thick , and the sound of music was louder, but the the sank odor of sex hit my nose when they open the fucking door . Walking into this house party was an eye opener for me since i was never a big fan of house parties due to the fact that i never got lucky at one at far a sex goes and the last i was at i ended up getting into  fight that  ended up with me  bitting this douche-bag ear off . For the first in time in my little perverted like i felt like a fish out of water , i mean i was speak less  i just press against the wall and barely spoke to anyone , until this cute curvy blond comes over and said"why are you still dress " so she drops to her knees and undo my paints and then proceeds to give me what i can stay was a great blowjob , she even massage my ball too with this back massage vibrator.It was safe to say after that i was relax , and moment after that cee introduce to a very sexy black woman, she was soft spoken , had a nice wide ass , and a great Double d size breast . We chatted for about 20 minutes then went into one of the bedrooms , the room was small of course , a small twin size bed with no railing was on the hardwood floor with was littered with empty free NYC condom wrappers , was i removed my cloths she informed that she is a squirter that when i had a 10 dollar jaw breaker hard on , just a woman that squirts is a big turn on for me it like having here vagina tell you that you did good job over and over again ,this woman vag must've been the ol' fatihful of vagina's cuz it wouldn't stop flowing which in hand was working against my stroke and messing with my footing  on the bed when i was trying to hitting from behind doggie style, and when she did cowgirl , it was like I was being water boarded. When i finally came it was glad i was over , this was the first time i had the squirter almost drown me .
After i clean my self off and get dress i made my way back to the master bedroom where everyone was gathered at and notice my two friend was missing ,i figured they must be having fun with another couple or female maybe some lucky bastard, FUCK! i thought to myself my main plan was to try to fuck tee now random asshole is getting what i wanted for the pass 12 months , oh well at least i got laid .......later on they surface and told they was next door and was going to stay the day here , well i wasn't that comfortable with the host of this party and decide to travel back to my mother's house, besides it was already  closed to 6 am , i forget the NYC metro area parties into the dawn and beyond..............