Wednesday, July 18, 2012


I never be homophobic , I have gays in my family , and in my circle of friends . For me people are people , I always let their action determining how I treat them ,not their preference of their sex partners judge my actions towards them . I've been in gay bar and nightclub , matter of fact I find them more entertaining than the regular straight meat market clubs I usually go to, because the music is better ,most of the people there love to dance and don't have the typical male cock envy egos . When I think about the time I was exposed to the gay culture I look at about the time i as going to the  treehouse night club. It was in the summer of 1994 I came back to charleston after staying in the midwest for a year and was staying with my Aunt in the section of west ashley . They lived next door to bunch of younger people who hung out at the treehouse and one of them actually ended up working the front door for awhile . Their was 2 women and one guy that occupied the apartment . He was gay , the other women straight , and the redhead who ended up working at the house was bi . I always enjoyed hanging out there with them. I also started hanging out on King Street a lot around this time , this was where I ended up meeting friends there that I still have up to this day .

One can say the rave scene of the 90's was neo hippie culture than was shadow of the 60's counter culture scene , but just a little darker and twisted. Disco gave birth to house music , in turn hip hop gave birth to break beats and drum bass which in turn was the soundtracks for most gay clubs throughtout the United States , and add drugs like ecstasy ,cocaine, and meth and you got a power keg of sexual depravity and heighten level of open mindedness.

So when a little history lesson over with let's move on to this story . When I look back at where my sexually history I wonder how many other men go through this kind of shit I have put myself through just for the rush of a organism, well I don't really ponder on that through too much because if I do I have to think about how much of a low life I was .

In my long list of sexually conquests I've actually have TWO lesbians on that list , yes I said it . Lesbians , now before you start thinking “ well if they slept with you they must've not been lesbians “ , well I was thinking the same thing too , but I think that first women case she was trying to see if you can fit into the mainstream society and used me as a test subject, and the other was just a young confused semi -butch who still like a cock in her mouth and didn't have the heart to tell her partner about her cock cravings .

The little butch that couldn't........

during this period of time I was partying …..ALOT! So much I rarely saw my house , I crash anywhere , and almost everywhere . One I night I was club hoping of a Friday night between Level 2 and the old Acme bar . Some how I manage to win some cash and also a free tab , so I did what I did best get wasted and try to score some nookie , but it was a epic failure . One thing about me is that I was a bad drunk back then add the crazy drug habit I had back then some  of the most screwed  up things well come out of my mouth and I'll become my own personal cock blocker . Since I failed on my objective if hooking up with a female in one spot I figured it was time for me to move to a better location , which was King Street , since most of the bars there was open till 5 am. at the time . Once again no success . It was getting near 6am I had no luck with the getting laid objective .

Then another problem presented itself , I didn't have a place to crash , well other than my house . I really can't recall how I met her , but she was someone who knew the same circle of friends I hang with .she also had the same problem and she lived way out in Summerville which is almost 45 minutes away . I still had some cash on me and devised the plan to get a cheap motel room for the day and we can sleep there . It was in west ashley on savannah highway barely 10 mins away from downtown . She agreed to go I found someone to give us a ride there . I got us check in and made a b-line to the bed and turn the TV on and started watching MTV , a Madonna video came one and I mad this comment “ I would so fuck Madonna” . There was a small paused then she replied “ I would too …...” now at the time I wasn't thinking lesbian , I was thinking she was bi , there was nothing about her to me at the time that had me  think she was bating for the home team . I figured this was my moment to make my move and try to score some quick sex , which it did happen. Which it wasn't my best performance. I was drunk, high on way too many drugs and just wanted to get a quick nut out , this was the best and the most willing partner I can find at the moment .

We went to sleep shortly after that , when I woke up she was fully dress and told me she had some friends coming to pick her up . Shorty after that was was out the door and I was back to my evening activities of partying . Then a few days later some friends come to me laughing and drop the inside joke on me

friend 1 “so I heard you hooked up with JJ …..”
me, “yeah ….why is that a bad thing?”
friend 2 “so you didn't know she's a lesbian “
friend2 ,”yup , me and her used to date I was her first girlfriend at the mental hospital …....”
me,”damn I had no idea ...”
friend 2 “ yeah when I asked why , she said , she wanted to see if she can go straight …...”
now when I look back at it maybe if I knew this I would've put out a better effort , I mean I got better at drunken sex as I got older , but I was 22 at the time and my focus wasn't that great.

The fallout......

Many of years have pasted since that fateful night , we might crossed paths a couple times after that event , but I would later on in life I become a father and have given up on  the self destructive party lifestyle . One day while at the mall with my daughter ,I bumped into her , she was a bit chunkier and went more butch than I remembered her , but she seem happy and was glad to see me , I'm sure because of my performance that night I made her go deeper into her sexuality , and release her inner butch .hey you win some , you some turn out .lesbians your welcome.........

Constant Cravings.........

About 2 years ago I moved to the Orlando Florida area with the hope of trying to recharge my life. The only thing I ended up charging was my sex life in levels I never thought I was going to take it . most of those Florida stories are for another time this one need to does fall under this current subject matter . Now as you know I do have a habit of meeting for meet women one dating website , and I manage to hook up with this one woman on a site name The only part of profile photo showed her body for the shoulders down , which wasn't a bad body . She wasn't my usually type but she had a great ass by what I saw so far , so I sent her a friend request , she accepted , then I sent my contact info .

She hit me up on my cell and explain what she was looking , she explain that she's in a relationship , with a butch chick and that her girlfriend didn't have any clue that she still like a penis inside her from time to time. Mostly she just wanted to give me a blowjob. Because she said that what like doing the most with a man . She asked to come over one afternoon when her girlfriend was gone to work in the afternoon . The only problem was that she was living in Deland Florida with is like 10 minutes away for Daytona beach and 30 mins away from where I was working in Longwood . Plus she wanted to meet during the time I was work , but there's always a way around a problem . Since my job needed me to go one the road and visit customers to either collect money from them or repo their rims I manage to make a trip out there to run a past due customer and take a break to run my cock in her mouth .she text me her address

I came to her place , when see open the door she seems a lot hotter in person than her pictures , she was a cute latina , about 5'9 dark curly hair that went past her shoulders , she was wear a pair of sweatpants and a sport bra . So I sat down on the couch and we talk for a few minutes , she told me she was a basketball player in high school and also play for her junior college too , which sort explain the whole lesbian leanings . So I cut down to chase and stood up in front of her and zip my pants ,she took off there sport bra and unbutton my pants and pull out my erect penis and slam her mouth into. Now I don't if she was lying about the whole lesbian thing , but I knew she wasn't lying about her love for giving blowjobs , because she suck like she mastered the art of blowjobs or she wrote the book “blowjob for dummies” . I never been much into blowjobs I've always like regular intercourse , but this chick should be the model of what all blowjobs should be .

That was only encounter with her , it maybe it was for the best . I still wonder if she's considered tell her girlfriend her dark cravings......